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The Love of Your life is waiting around the corner, when you thought it was the end of the world.

I am so happy to have found the love of my life, Ryan. Just when I was losing hope that real love exists and that there is someone for me in this world, Ryan shows up, who was thinking the exact same thing. He always tells me how much I mean to him and treats me so amazing every single day. We moved in together which was a big step and so far, it has been amazing. We made a nice little home for his two girls, my step daughters.

Going through the same things in life previously, added to our bond, having a deep understanding, being good people from the core, who would never hurt each other the way we’ve been hurt before - having the same values of being with the same person for life, with him only having been with two women before, added to it as well. We both knew that the person we had was rare.

He is a farmer to the core, grew up working on his dads farm, a real hard working man. I admire his stamina. No need for the gym or inflated muscles for him. He can lift pretty much anything. He eats what I give him, doesn’t waste food, loves to eat healthy and always goes back for more and compliments me on my cooking and thanks me for making him delicious dinners and lunches. No burgers and fries for this guy… well sometimes he makes amazing burgers from scratch, but he enjoys, juicy steaks, salads, vegetables, gravies, juicy chicken, kabobs, rices, salmon, mac and cheese bakes, spicy soups and all kinds of delicious food - he always says he’s not picky and will eat pretty much anything - he is obsessed with spice and hot peppers lol… really obsessed lol. He loves animals and is just as kind to them as I am, and loves all the same movies and varieties of music.

Ryan can build anything around the house from scratch and is my best friend, my soul mate. Love him forever and always and I can’t wait to him more and more each and every day and one day extend our family even more maybe. After the way I feel with him I know that I had never truly been in love before. This is what love feels like, when there is nothing missing and you can’t picture your life without that person. A man who makes you feel loved, secure, beautiful, special, a prize, a man where you want to tell him every day what an amazing man he is and how much you appreciate him. Its that dynamic of both believing we have something special and amazing that we love so much that is what true love is. Remember that both people in a relationship need to be loved and appreciated, otherwise a relationship can turn toxic.

Also, who would have thought that such a good guy would be so darn handsome. ugh I am in heaven every single day he looks at me with his striking blue/green eyes.

I hope you all find the loves of your life like I have.

Love Jade.

Ole iloinen!! (Be happy)

Hey :)

I wanted to write a diary entry today about how I've been feeling lately in hopes that it will inspire you to keep smiling. So often we feel like people are judging us, laughing at us, we dwell over people who are mean to us or try to hurt us, are angry at us... for a while, I had been struggling with letting other people affect my life. Remember to let go. Every day, you need to remind yourself of all the good things that are going on. Maybe it's that you get to eat your favourite food today, or the rain, snow or sun is inspiring, that you get to see a loved one, that you get to work on your dreams. Let all the negetivity go, your skin doesn't like it, your heart doesn't like it and your head doesn't like it. Smile and remember these 3 things: 1) Don't ever let someone who gave up on their dreams, tell you to give up on yours. 2) Do what works for you in life. What may work for someone else, may not be right for you. They can judge you and you can judge them but at the end of the day, ignore their immaturity and love your decisions that you make for you! 3) Don't try to hold on or change people. So often we try and try to hold on to people in our lives. We are afraid of missing them, losing them, we want to change ourselves for them. This way of thinking can often be toxic and it's important what Marilyn said which is; it's better to be unhappily alone than unhappily with someone, and this goes for friends, relationships and even family. When you let go of any insecurities and all of the above, you will truly be able to experience, love and LIVE your life. Remember to capture every beautiful moment of life too and share with others. I personally love looking through instagram and seeing all of the beautiful pictures you all take. xo